What I Thought Was Dream Turns Out To Be A Nightmare...

I COULD NEVER FORGET.. YOUR PROMISES TO ME IS THE GREATEST PAIN IN MY LIFE.. ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU NOW...

The Sacred of Marriage Vows

On Our wedding day, We made a commitment, not to the institution of marriage, but to a living person—Each Other (Ken & Yuri). This fact should have a profound effect on the way We now think and act as a married person. Do We not agree that we should remain Together not only because We strongly believe in the sanctity of marriage but also because We love the person We married?

Jehovah : Marriage mates must be faithful to each other. Adultery is a sin against God and against one's mate.The Bible urges us to show love and to be forgiving. A husband should love his wife just as he loves himself. He should treat her the way Jesus treats his followers.He should never hit his wife or mistreat her in any way. Rather, he should show her honor and respect. A wife should be a good helper for her husband. She should assist her husband in teaching and training their children. Jehovah requires a wife to care for her family lovingly. She should have deep respect for her husband.

Our Precious Love.. A Great Song.. But I'm Never Meant To Be Kana

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Today A Busy But Happy Day For Me.. ^^

Today i have been really busy visiting same places for my company tours in bangkok with my driver and my local guide.

This morning, my local guide and also driver came to my hotel to meet me and bring me to visit a few places in bangkok.

Actually this morning i feel very tired.. maybe its because i sleep very late yesterday night because of alot of paper work and research. I dont feel like eating anything for breakfast so i drink a big cup of milk. But its funny.. even after i drink a big cup of milk i still feel so sleepy. but i have to work so i must follow my local guide to visit some places in bangkok.

The first place that my friver and local guide send me is to the famous Wat Phra Kao Temple. Over there is look at the splendid gold colour statue and also the entire temple is also gold colour.. i feel Thailand people really like gold colour. I was thinking.. when ken was in bangkok, did ken visited this place?





I remember before i know ken, i work so hard in company and i travel alot... but my feelings is to finish all my work in that country.. sometimes i was too busy i didnt have the time to look at the beauty of the place... but now.. its so different. after i have know ken.. all the place i visit, i will think.. does ken like this place? i want to go to this place with ken... then later .. my heart miss ken so much and sometimes i even want to cry..

I still remember this morning when i was in the temple visiting, i was thinking how nice if i can come here again with ken... i was also thinking.. how nice if i can hold ken hand and walk around this temple.. but then i remember.. ken is in kingdom hall now.. and later maybe busy with preaching work...

Then later i saw someone on the rooftop of the temple.. the roof was so high.. then my mind thinking.. ken also working in high place.. i ask myself.. Is ken ok? i dont know why i am so worried... in my heart.. almost cry.. i pray to jehovah.. to take good care of ken and to protect him in work. If jehovah want to take ken life away while working.. then i ask Jehovah to replace Yuri's life for Ken.. because ken life is more important than yuri's life now.. if anything happen to ken.. yuri feel yuri cannot live too...

Then suddenly i hear my local guide call me.. and want to bring yuri to visit Bangkok China town... We went to the entrance of the temple and guess what yuri saw ? I saw a cute little dog.. i squat down and play with the dog... then i took a very cute picture of the dog.. My local guide ask me if i love dogs.. and he say later i can go chatuchak market and he can bring me to see more dogs. he ask me if i have a dog.. i told him my dog died 9 months ago. but now i have a dog in Japan. my local guide is confused and ask me why do i have a dog in japan.. i told him the dog "Kuma" its my boyfriends dog.. but now kuma is also yuri's dog too..



We went to the china town in bangkok.. and i saw something similar with a place i often went.. Hong Kong.. haha.. the shop signs are so similar like hong kong.. i went down the streets and walk around the place.. i was thinking.. maybe ken like this place.. because i feel so many things to see here.. i was suprise that the thailand people can speak chinese here in china town.. haha ^^





We went to have lunch...we went to a local chinese restaurant.. then suddenly i saw a very brave dog.. i was thinking.. if kuma is also that brave.. haha... i think if ken see the dog.. ken will be so suprise like yuri... i quickly take my phone out and take a photo of the dog... ^^ haha



When we arrive in the local chinese restaurant the local guide ask me what i like to eat for lunch.. and i say "Thai Pineapple Fired Rice"... haha.. i like the fried rice here especially cook with pineapple... I was thinking.. maybe ken also like this pineapple fried rice... When i was eating.. my phone ring.. and i pick up the phone.. and its tommy who call me.. he has reach bangkok and has check-into the same hotel i was staying.. now he and his boss is on the way to their company for a meeting and maybe they can meet me in chatuchak market for street food and also dinner there. so i agree.



After lunch.. we walk on the china town streets and i saw something... My favourite "Rce Dumplings".. haha.. it look the same as what i cook at home.. i was thinking when ken come to malaysia i will cook "Rice Dumplings" for ken and tell ken about the rice dumpling story for ken.. i still remember the story when my grandmother have tell me the story when i was a child... Suddenly i miss ken again...



Then later my local guide send me to take a boat cruise near Wat Arun.. i like local boat ride.. but i was also scare because i dont know how to swim.. and if i drop into the river i will surely drown.. haha.. suddenly i wish ken was there.. haha so if yuri drown into the river ken can jump into the river and safe yuri.. hehe



Ken.. its so funny.. i saw 2 dogs today.. one is at the temple.. another one in china town and now i'm on a boat ride i also saw a thai women carrying a dog too.. the dog is so cute.. its white colour.. suddenly i think of kuma.. my local guide laugh at meagain and ask me if i miss my dog kuma in japan.. i say yes alot.. and not only dog kuma.. but also my loving boyfriend ken...i wish he was at the boat ride with me too.. then my local say.. staying far from my boyfriend is not easy and i must have miss him alot.. and i say yes..

later after the boat cruise,my driver and local guide send me to Chatuchak market. there tommy and his boss is waiting for me .. i am so happy to see them at lease i have friends to accompany me to visit place when i am in bangkok...

We walk around chatuchak market and there is alot of food stalls and also clothes, and i ask my local guide where can i see the animals for sale.. haha.. My local guide quickly bring me to see the dogs.. but only i found out.. not only dogs.. rabiits, cats, hamsters,lizards,fish.. and also SNAKE!!.. i was so scare of snake and i scream and run so far away.. its a cobra.. i nearly faint.. then tommy ask me why i look so pale.. i told him that i saw snake cobra.. i almost cry.. since i was child i was so scare of snake.. then i went to see clothes for shopping and also later, tommy boss john want to try the street foot in bangkok.. he say he want to try to eat fry scorpions, fry worms.. when i hear it.. my tummy is not hungry anymore.. i am scare of worms and lizards.. bugs... haha.. i think if ken see yuri run away from snake.. ken must have laugh at yuri too.. haha

Then suddenly.. when i was buying a packet of water candles.. i hear a song.. a song i love so much.. its from Kuwata Keisuke - Ashita Hareru Kana... I love this song so much.. i think tonight i will listeon to this song in hotel.. i dont know why i love kuwata keisuke song so much... haha



















now i am sitting in the hotel room.. i just finish chatting with my ken.. ken.. yuri want to tell ken that yuri miss ken so much... now i'm listening to kuwata keisuke - ashita hareru kana song.. and i am thinking of my ken and also my little kuma so much...

I saw the safety belt that ken show me.. i know its safe.. but ken.. as your girlfriend.. i will always be worry of you.. you are so important to me.. i feel before you go work everyday.. after marriage.. i will give you a big hug.. and i want ken to promise yuri before go work.. that ken will come home safely and eat the dinner that yuri cook for ken... ^^

It's late now ken.. please work safely tomorrow in high places.. your yuri will pray for you tonight and wait for ken to go online.. so your yuri will know ken is safe...

Love you ken..

Your Yuri...Forever...
With all my love...

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