What I Thought Was Dream Turns Out To Be A Nightmare...

I COULD NEVER FORGET.. YOUR PROMISES TO ME IS THE GREATEST PAIN IN MY LIFE.. ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU NOW...

The Sacred of Marriage Vows

On Our wedding day, We made a commitment, not to the institution of marriage, but to a living person—Each Other (Ken & Yuri). This fact should have a profound effect on the way We now think and act as a married person. Do We not agree that we should remain Together not only because We strongly believe in the sanctity of marriage but also because We love the person We married?

Jehovah : Marriage mates must be faithful to each other. Adultery is a sin against God and against one's mate.The Bible urges us to show love and to be forgiving. A husband should love his wife just as he loves himself. He should treat her the way Jesus treats his followers.He should never hit his wife or mistreat her in any way. Rather, he should show her honor and respect. A wife should be a good helper for her husband. She should assist her husband in teaching and training their children. Jehovah requires a wife to care for her family lovingly. She should have deep respect for her husband.

Our Precious Love.. A Great Song.. But I'm Never Meant To Be Kana

Sunday, January 6, 2008

I Just Wake Up... A Tired Day For Me...

Today has been a really tired day for me... I have been busy in the morning and in the afternoon i have my lunch... i went to eat lunch with my friends and we went to a chinese restaurant for Dumplings... Hmmm... It's been a long time i didnt eat this ... maybe its because lately my health not really good so i stay in home most of the time.. Mother has been worried of me and she does not allow me to drink cold water and always ask me to eat medicine.. i am really really tired.. i dont like to eat medicine at all.. everytime i eat medicine i feel like crying.. hmmm...

After lunch... i went to candle shop. My friends say that if i cannot sleep well at night is better if i can put some aromatic candle and some water so that i can sleep well... I buy some candles with lavender smell because the sales person say it will help me to release stress and also help me to sleep well.

I went home and i started to clean my house... i really dont like the house to be messy. I spend alot of time cleaning the house.. and i was so busy... after cleaning the house.. i feel my head spinning again.. and i feel i wanted to faint.. so i quickly went to my room.. i light up the candles in my room and i put the candle beside my bed... I look at the cute little candles floating on the water.. then i feel sleepy and i fall asleep.
When i wake up its already late.. i went shower. Then i went online... i saw Ken's email.. he say tonight he cannot go online.. i know he is busy... i understand that... hmmm... so now i am writting on the blog and hope he can see it..
I miss him.. but what can i do?? Hmmm.. wait.. and wait.. haha...

Romans 8:25 (But if we hope for what we do not see, we keep on waiting for it with endurance. )

I am sleepy now.. i just ate medicine.. my whole body is pain again... i need more rest.. i hope i can talk to him tomorrow...
Good Night My Ken...

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