Why do i feel like crying but i cannot cry? i cant explain why... I have been talking to mother for the whole night.. Mother is worried of my health.. and mother keep nagging me for the whole night.. I feel i need some peace.. i want to go somewhere far.. somewhere i can sit alone and think...
Mother lately has been saying that she worried that i have been wasting my time lately.. what mum say is right.. i need to think on so many important things in my life.. Mother say i am already 24 this year.. there is some things i need to think soon.. and i think i know what mother mean.. actually in my heart i am worried too...
I wanted to go somewhere.. it's been sometime i didnt get to travel... it's been a long time i have not see the big ocean.. i wanted to see the ocean for a long time and think... This year is important year too me.. too many decisions to make and also to confirm my heart too...
I pray to god to give me peace in heart and guide me to the right path.. i hope that i will be able to make the right decisions.. i'm tired in heart already...
Matthew 5:7~10
7 “Happy are the merciful, since they will be shown mercy.
8 “Happy are the pure in heart, since they will see God.
9 “Happy are the peaceable, since they will be called ‘sons of God.’
10 “Happy are those who have been persecuted for righteousness’ sake, since the kingdom of the heavens belongs to them.
sometimes things seems to be so real to me.. but in reality.. i dont have it yet...
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