My Ken... I Miss You So Much ^^ It's Funny

Hmmm.. it's funny.. i just chat with Ken on MSN and i started to miss him already... Hmm.. maybe were far apart.. He's in Japan and i am in Malaysia.. haha.. so i cannot avoid my feelings of missing him so much...

i am so happy that the letter i send to Ken by post he has received it.. but its funny.. i send 3 letters and only 2 arrive.. when ken told me that he has received the letters i send him with the little red heart i send to him... he has received it.. i was thinking on what Ken feel.. i worried that he does not like it.. but when Ken told me that when he read my letter he feel like crying i was so happy and i feel i want to cry too because i miss him so much..

Hmm... Tomorrow i will go bethel with sister yukiko and brother miwa.. actually i am very excited.. i dont know what to wear.. but Ken tell me the white dress i buy few days ago will be ok to wear to bethel. I think i will wear a nice jacket with the white dress to bethel ^^. It's my first time to bethel so i am so nervous.. i worried i did something wrong.. but Ken tell me everything is going to be ok... so i think i must be brave and not shy... Sometimes just a little gentle words from ken makes my heart feel so peaceful and i can get power from ken... i think i will have so many happiness because ken understands how i feel. I hope that i can keep this happiness feeling in my heart forever..

The reason i put the Winter Sonate "My Memory" video because i think its so romantic.. me and Ken have so many nice memories together... i want to keep all this memories even after our marriage and until we are old...

I have made my promise to ken : 16 And Ruth proceeded to say: “Do not plead with me to abandon you, to turn back from accompanying you; for where you go I shall go, and where you spend the night I shall spend the night. Your people will be my people, and your God my God. 17 Where you die I shall die, and there is where I shall be buried. May Jehovah do so to me and add to it if anything but death should make a separation between me and you.”

Ken is starting to work on saturday.. i know he will be busy again.. i hope that he will always be safe at work... he had made a promise to me.. he will be safe.. and i will trust him..

I hope March will come soon... because my Ken will come to Malaysia to visit me.. i cannot wait for the day to come... ^^

I am sleepy now.. i will sleep soon.. tomorrow i have to wake up early to go bethel. Good night my ken...

Your Yuri.. Forever...

With My Love..

Kiss