I Keep Listening to The Same Song over and over and over again...

Today.. i have been listening to the same song over and over again.. Winter Sonata - My Memory.. it makes me think of someone.. i cannot understand korean language so i went online to search for this song english translation.. i read on the english lyrics over and over again.. it's so meaningful..

Sometimes i even wonder how Pure can someone love could be and also how true can someone heart could be. Sometimes being in love is so easy and to maintain the loving relationship is a little hard.. being in love is not just one sided love.. my mother used to tell me when i was young.. one sided love is very tiring.. because one will always be giving and another will only always be receiving...



Sometimes i feel.. Waiting for someone... is a torture when there is no reply...

Being in love is always both person sharing, giving and also receiving love from each other. Alot of girls say that i am a naive girl and always hurt myself in certain ways.. but i think as long as i didnt do any bad things and i wanted to see someone happy i will be happy in heart too.. sometimes i feel i want my heart to be very pure.. that's why i like white crystal so much.. alot of girls like diamonds and also gold because it is expensive and valuable.. but to me.. even though the things are not expensive, but its given to me by someone pure of heart.. i will take it as a biggest treasure i have... ^^

I never wanted my heart to be sad and hurt anymore.. i dont want my heart to be pain again.. when i read from bible, i undertand that all humans are not perfect.. including me.. but i hope and pray very hard to have someone with the same pure thinking that i have .. and i will be very happy...

When i went Bethel yesterday.. brother Hiro told me something.. makes my heart so warm after i hear his words "Yuri.. God has choosen you to be Jehovah Witnesses maybe because there is something special that God see in you.. " Those words makes me believe that i wanted to be faithful to God and also i want to be as pure as much as i can...

I went to shopping mall just now.. and i saw a crystal Lily flower.. really nice.. i wanted to buy it.. but its too expensive .. not only that.. i wanted a white one but they only have purple colour.. so i didnt have a chance to buy.. it's really disappointing... I hope one day i can find the white crystal calla lilies..

I am thinking of what to eat for dinner. it's 7.48pm... maybe i will cook noodle.. but i feel tired.. maybe i just eat some bread for dinner...

Ken said he is sending me a long letter by post... i am thinking what the letter will say to me and i wonder how long is his letter to me... haha.. i am waiting for the postman.. i feel so excited now.. i wish the letter will come soon to me.. i will keep the letter for the rest of my life ^^