Today I listen and listen and listen again to this song.. I cry and cry and cry.. I think of you.. i think of our promises..

Precious Love ^^ Lyrics
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心が見えなくて
不安な日もあった
誰かを愛する意味
自分なりに決めた
すべてを信じ抜くこと

I promise you　もう迷わない
強くなる… あなたに証すよ
逃げないで　向き合っていく
姿を見せてくれた　to heart

※信じよう
ふたりだから　愛しあえる
あの空へ　願いが届くように
見つめあい　祈る　two of us
ふたつ重ねた想いが　今
ひとつの形に変わる
Your precious love※

傷つき　苦しむなら
分けあって　抱きしめ合おう
もうひとりじゃないから
全てを受け止めるよ　true love

信じよう
ふたりだから　愛しあえる
永遠に　つないだ　この手をもう
離さない　誓う　two of us
ふたつ重ねた想いが　今
ひとつの形に　変わる
Just the two of us

幼かった　ひとりよがりの愛
今は　強く信じあえる
There can be truth
新しい始まり
I want to be one with you

信じよう
ふたりは　今
愛しあい　此処にいる
光が　満ちるように
抱きしめる　あなたを

English Translation
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On the day I couldn’t see
my heart I felt insecure
The meaning of loving somebody
it’s something I decide myself
truth can be found in everything

I promise you, I won’t wander off anymore
I’ll be strong...and prove myself to you
I won’t run away, I’ll turn around to face you
so I can see how you feel, to heart

*I will believe
so the two of us can be together in love
In order for my wish to reach the sky
I will look for you, and pray for the two of us
A pair of thoughts, now they can come
together and from a whole
Your precious love

When pain or bitterness pulls us
apart, we can hold each other
We’re no longer alone,
because everything is answered by true love

I will believe
so the two of us can be together in love
I’ll hold your hand forever, don’t let go,
let’s make a promise, the two of us
A pair of thoughts, now they can come together and from a whole
Just the two of us

I believe that right now we can
strengthen this young and complacent love
There can be truth
A new beginning
I want to be one with you

I will believe
that we can come together right now, right here, and love each other
So in order to light your light fill me
I hug you tightly
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This song is my thinking.. from the day that i know you.. until now.. i have not change.. this song makes me think so much about you.. make me miss you.. as well makes me cry so much because of you..

You always say i am like Kanna.. I think i am not similar like Kanna.. She is more luckier than Yuri.. Kanna have Daisuke... I wish i was her.. i wish i can find my Daisuke..

I look at the night gown that i sew for our wedding night.. I look at it long time.. I pity.. now.. i dont have a chance to wear this dress anymore.. I can now only dream that i can wear it.. but not in reality..

I didnt hate you.. I didnt hate you that you make my dreams for happy marriage life gone.. Maybe i am not supposed to get a marriage life.. But i want to thank you for loving Yuri for who i am and thank you for loving Yuri even i am sick girl..