Yesterday i cried again. I think its because we have miscommunication its because we are so far apart. Hmmm.. Its not that i dont love Ken, i miss him alot and i wanted to be with him by his side most of the time.
Yesterday night i was thinking i wanted to leave everything i have in Malaysia and go to Japan and continue my bible study in Japan. I feel if we are much near we can remove all misunderstanding between us and i know our relationship will be much better. I told Ken yesterday night about my thinking to come to Japan. When i told Ken about it, he is happy and worry at the same time. Because he dont want me to have headache to find for other job in Japan and i will have stress if i cant find a job. I know what Ken mean. Ken say he wants me to spend more time with my parents because i have very little less time to be with my parents after marriage as i will be in Japan. I understand what he mean.
Sometimes i wonder why Ken always tired and feel sleepy when he chat with me and also why he is always not being able to chat with me. Yesterday Ken told me something that makes me feel so touch and sweet in heart. He say he was learning chinese language for 2 months so that next time he can communicate with me and my parents in chinese. He say its was a suprise for me. I feel so sweet in heart.
Now i am thinking so much about Ken. I hope that i can see him soon. I hope i am strong enough to endure all this pain in my mind thinking about Ken all the time. I know i am a naive and silly girl. But i always think what i have in mind. I dont like to hide my feelings. I am so sorry Ken that i make you feel stress with Yuri. But i hope you understand my feeling because i want to be with you so much but yet we are so far.
I miss you my Ken
Your Yuri always.
Kiss
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