Pls listen my story pls pls...i miss you
From: Yasuhiko Matsuda (carex25yas@ybb.ne.jp)
Sent: Sunday, 17 Aug, 2008 8: 50 PM
To: Daphne Yuri (yumiko_masaki@hotmail.com)
Yuri sorry i maked you misunderstand you again..
you thiking i having girl in Japan????
if you think so you silly..
I never think i have girl in Japan
i never think i leave you.....
ok you thinking about last night mail....
that mail to just shop custer women.....
She from Thai....
and she back to 25 of Aug
i sometimes go Thai massage
she worked at there...
suddnly she asked me before she back to Thai pls guide Japan.
so i said to her i cant guide you..just us
so she said me she bring with her older sister...
so i agree to guide to place to Hanabi fire work place to go with her older sister
Sat she bring with her older sister but she saw me suddnly...she tole me You are not good man you thinking bad thing!
so suddnly they back to home....
but that i know shop worker she wanted with me but i said her you should go back with her
and she back home
but i dont want have that feeling again.
so i send to mail to her...
i will busy from next week i dont meet you anymore..
but Japanese Hanabi is so nice...
and i said to her pls carefull to back Thai..
just it
this all true...
i never meet her and she is NOT important for us
Yuri you just got mistake...
and sorry i didnt tell you...
i was scare to if i tell this you worry too much..
so i could not tell you...sorry
but i dont lie to this..
this is all true...
if I play to with you why i learning Chinese?
why i try find Doggy movie???
pls think about...
I know play Love is bad...
i know that...
i just want you understand that happen...
pls
i dont want forcus work tomorrow..
pls understand me..i never change i always thinking of you
i always Love you.
My Yuri.
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After i have read this email, in my mind i think few questions ... i feel so sad that i feel i want to kill myself and just die.
my first thinking
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i sometimes go Thai massage
she worked at there...
suddnly she asked me before she back to Thai pls guide Japan.
so i said to her i cant guide you..just us
so she said me she bring with her older sister...
so i agree to guide to place to Hanabi fire work place to go with her older sister
you say that Yuri is important to you. Ken agree to go out with other girl. I remember that i ask Ken yesterday night, why you agree to bring the Thai girl out? You answer to Yuri that because she work diligently for you that is why you agree to bring her out. In my mind thinking, if all girls work diligently for you .. this means you will bring them out??? Please think about this carefully!!
Even the Thai girl go out with her elder sister, you should not agree to go out with them just one guy and 2 girls. Brother Miwa is right. Imagine that is at night, and fireworks is so nice.. if the Thai girl like Ken and hug Ken.. Can you imagine what will happen??? Please think carefully!!
During that situation, you should ask other brother to accompany you or ask other sisters in congregation to guide them in Japan. I dont understand if you Love Yuri so much, why you didnt arrange other person guide them?? Why you agree just go out 2 girls and 1 guy?? Are you sure you really love Yuri???
You have a girlfriend and a future wife now.. but you make decisions without letting her know and hide things away from her.. Do you know you have hurt her so much???
my seconf thinking
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Sat she bring with her older sister but she saw me suddnly...she tole me You are not good man you thinking bad thing!
so suddnly they back to home....
I dont understand why the Thai girls think you are Bad guy?? They think you thinking bad thing?? I really dont understand why?? If you have not show them your character, they wont think like that right?? You tell Yuri that you are not a easy going person.. but how come you agree to bring them out so easily? If i didnt ask, this means you will hide this thing from me for the rest of my life??? Please think about it carefully!!!
my third thinking
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but that i know shop worker she wanted with me but i said her you should go back with her
and she back home
but i dont want have that feeling again.
in your sentence "but i know shop worker wanted with me" this part has 2 meanings.
first meaning maybe she like you and wanted to start relationship with you.
second meaning is that she wanted to stay and watch fireworks with you.
I dont know which meaning. But both meaning hurt me so much. Dont you think its wrong to agree to go out with them?? I feel so disappointed.
you also write "but i dont want to have that feeling again" this means you also like her and because they think you bad person that is why you dont want her to reject your feelings to her??? I am confused!!!
my forth thinking
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this all true...
i never meet her and she is NOT important for us
you mentioned that she is NOT important for us... this means Yuri is important for you. But why still meet her ?? but why cant safeguard your feelings to meet her? I never go Thai massage with guys place. I feel those place is not right for me to go.. But that is your choice to go that Thai Massage and i cannot stop you. I have no right to stop you. You make own decisions !!
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